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(I'm beloved by the Greatest love) "I know You're able and I know You can Save through the fire with Your mighty hand But even if You don't My hope is You alone" Even If - Mercy Me When life goes to our plan, it's easy to grateful for. Laughter seems the easiest things to do, while cry will be the hardest one. I notice that Daddy God very close to me, I sing along, I told the world that HE is with me, so I'm the happiest girl in the world. One night, it turned to dark. Seems HE left me all by myself, my happiness drawn out till  broken my heart. Pray, read the Bible, go to church are no more worth to do. People mock to me, that it's useless to stay as Christian. Your GOD has left you, why do you still stand for HIM? They make jokes about GOD so bad. One by one my hopes gone, like nothing that I can hold on, even HIMSELF "gone". To sing the Even If lyrics is easy, but to live the life wont be a piece of cake...

Through every storm My soul will sing Jesus is here To God be the glory Christ is enough for me Christ is enough for me Everything I need is in You Everything I need I have decided to follow Jesus No turning back No turning back "Christ is Enough for Me", Hillsong live Have you ever prayed and fasting for something that you eagerly want it? Maybe your dream job, your dream vacation, your dream house, your dream sport car, or maybe your special one. Whatever it is, soemthing that you want it so bad, until you do anything with your ability and you bring it to Papa God, pray harder and even fasting 40d 40n! wow!! You want to declare to HIM, "Lord, I'm so serious with this, so please give it to me! It's the best thing for me, please let it be mine SOON!" Woho, is it totally wrong? I won't tell you that it's totally wrong to asking God for something we desire to have.... because He's said ask and you'll get it (Matthew 7:7). But, ...

Hello peeps, it's been a long time, not blogging :") Btw, Happy belated new year, and Chinese New Year is near too >__< Oke, This post will talk about a little bit story of Divine Journey during 2016. 2016 was awesome, ups and downs in my life. I had the most important point in 2016 were I know my Papa Jesus (I call it, Papa Je ^^) more. The church where I'm one of its congregation, has said the 2016 is the year of encountering Christ, until 2017 it's remains and deeper in encountering the power of His Words. 2016... the first time I got my job at one of the biggest private hospital in my hometown. I work as pharmacist hospital, where I meet many patients, and to me hospital is one of the most complex management. You can find many variants people who works here, to serve the best healthcare providers for patients. In this year, I got my promotions, official hospital staff after 6m trainee and promoted to be one of chief (still in a part of pharma...

Have you ever felt so depressed about yourself? At that point, you felt worthless self, no passion to achieve your dreams and easily put the negativity on everything. Somehow, that's just your wrong gut and fear in your mind about LABEL S adressed to you. Who can label you? WORLD! What does WORLD label about? Mostly, NEGATIVE LABELS. Well, as humans we can't live so perfectly and don't have any negative labels toward yourself. Simply, people are tending to judge others than correcting ourself, also tend to judge others by other's opinion. Wow!! Such a horrible for the second thing, either judging nor labeling others by other's opinion, totally terrible!! There's quote that said "Prudence in judging other people's opinions is the hallmark of mental maturity."  Fyi, world always doing that. So never ever take time to self-pitty by world's label, but take time to have intimacy with GOD for gaining GOD's label. Well, it looks so holi...

Today, I want to share my journey till I'm officially a pharmacist.:) Yup, on September 12th 2015, I got my pharmacist. Then on Sept 22nd 2015, I'll have my pharmacist vow ceremony ^^ Yey! Finally, during 5 years, I'm a pharmacist, a legal drug dealer. Well, let's story begin. For the first time, I take the faculty of pharmacy at one of the famous private university in Surabaya. At that time, I hate a lot every subjects in pharmacy, except the chemist and physics. Well, I strugled for 2 years, and the 3rd years (5th semester), I fell in love with pharmacy. But, on mid of September 2012, I lost my beloved uncle who supported me a lot and push me to love pharmacy. In a short, my love in pharmacy got deeper and deeper. *blushing* I took my essay in medicinal chemistry and pharmacology, I've finished 1st-3rd chapter, but for a reason I left it and changed to pharmaceuticals in cosmetology about microemulsion for antiaging serum. I did the trial and error to find t...

Happy Valentine's day everyone! Who said that Valentine's is only for couple? I think valentine is for everyone, yes, for your parents, your siblings, your friends, even your enemies. Just spread the love, not hate! hahaha The world is created first by The Eternal Love from our Masterpiece God. Had you remembered the first day you born in this world, your first language is LOVE, doesn't it? Even back on the first day your mommy was pregnant you in her womb. Your mom who gavebirth you, she has in love with you before you and her meet face to face. So you know, there's some ways to show your love? yeah, we called it love language. Here are the love language: 1. Words of affirmation 2. Acts of service 3. Receiving gifts 4. Quality time 5. Physical touch Well, those are the love language, and what is the simplest thing and the first thing duty of love?  The answer is to listen. Most of the cruel in this world happens due to no willing to liste...

Hello everyone!!! Long time no blogging, make me so happy finally I can write something new. ;) Kali ini ingin membahas A Grateful Heart .   Grateful artinya bersyukur. *ya iyalah* *ala reza ldp* LOL Bersyukur tu pasti diajarin dan dikasih tau sama kita semua sejak kecil, yang dimulai pertama kali oleh orang tua, sahabat, guru, pemuka agama, dan motivator pun sering menyebut bersyukur. Dan yang paling sering lagi mengingatkan kita untuk bersyukur pasti di agama kita masing-masing. Iya kan  guys ? hehehe Btw, memang sih ngomongnya gampang tuh. Prakteknya gimana ya????? To be honest , ga semudah perkataannya. Ayo coba kalau kamu lagi ada masalah, misalnya nilai ujian kamu dapat jelek, nisbi di ipk untuk subject itu dapat D, pasti kita bawaanya mau marah-marah, menggerutu, ada juga yang bawaannya ingin membanting barang disekitar kamu, dll. Iya kan? >.< *upsss Nah, klo perkara nilai jelek aja susah banget ya buat kita bener-bener mau bersyukur, bagaimana dengan masal...

Yuhu! Finally ya, bisa bloging lagi after 2 years. A long time, yeah? hehehe By the way, sekarang lagi sibuk-sibuknya "ngelab" buat skripsweet (aka skripsi) atau bahasa kerennya final project. Topik skripsi yang kupilih cukup sulit, sudah sampe sekarang masih aja rajin buat trial scalling up, but I won't give up! ^^, Banyak yang bilang topik skripsi yang ini super sulit, dan mereka ga percaya kalau aku bisa selesaikan dengan baik. Well, jalan masih panjang, masih ada waktu. Namun, aku yakin pasti bisa!!! ^3^ *fufufu WHY??? The answer is I know that God bless me and THIS IS MY CALLING!!! yeah! Setaun lalu aku dapet visi yang impossible banget buat diriku, sampe berkali-kali doa, denger firman Tuhan masih saja sulit percaya. Memang dasar manusia itu lemah ya... huhuhu. Akan tetapi, sekarang aku makin percaya dan yakin pasti Bapa bisa melakukannya dalam hidupku. ^^, Bukankah lebih baik tetap melangkah maju walau sepertinya di depan sudah gelap gulita, ga ada pintu ...

Dikehidupan ini pastinya setiap orang memiliki cita-cita atau harapan atas kehidupannya. Di tradisi ulang tahun, selalu ada moment " make a wish " iya kan? Ini berarti kita mengharapkan cita-cita kita dalam perwujudan doa kepada TUHAN YME, memohon agar TUHAN mengabulkan permintaan kita atas cita-cita itu.  Tapi tidak berarti hanya pada saat ulang tahun saja kita baru boleh memiliki impian atau cita-cita. Kalau tiap hari kita memiliki impian baru itu juga sah-sah aja. Toh  yang lebih penting dari memiliki impian agar terwujud adalah usaha kita untuk mencapainya. Namun, jangan lupa usaha kita akan sia-sia bila kita tidak ingat kepada Yang Maha Kuasa. Ingatlah selalu, TUHAN pasti ada disisi kita, dan Ia mau kita senantiasa mengandalkanNYa disetiap usaha kita. Untuk setiap doa kita kepada TUHAN,   I think GOD has 3 answers for our prayer : a. Yes. b. No, I know another better than yours. c. No. Tentu donk kita slalu ingin smuanya dikabulin, berharap TUHAN...

have you ever felt there's a different thing comes over in your life? something can make you happy but also can make you gonna insane it's invisible, but you can feel it... it appears without you ask for its coming... when you see someone.... you feel your heartbeat becomes so fast makes you can't stop thinking bout him want stays beside him forever.... you'll worry at the moment he is far away from you.... I called it, the ghost of love, coz it appears suddenly out of your command it's invisible, only can feel with your heart...and can make you feel the thriller

True Love.... just only imagine. Pernahkah terlintas kalimat itu dibenak kalian? Bahwa cinta sejati hanya ilusi belaka, dan tak ada di dunia... Kalaupun ada yang mengatakan bahwa cinta sejati ada, pasti yang mereka sebut itu adalah kisah cinta antara sepasang kekasih yang amat luar biasa romantisnya ibarat cerita dongeng atau seperti Romeo dan Juliet. Pertanyaanya, apakah cinta sejati hanya berlaku dan bisa ada hanya untuk sepasang kekasih? Jawabanya TIDAK! Dari segi religiusitas, Tuhan YME telah mencintai umatNya tanpa syarat dan tanpa batas, inilah cinta sejati. Lalu, untuk cinta sejati yang bisa kita temukan lagi di dunia ini adalah cinta dari bunda ke anaknya. Berikut cerita yang bisa menjadi renungan kita serta membukakan mata kita bahwa cinta sejati itu ada di dunia ini, dan tiap orang memperolehnya.... Tanggal 1 Jan 2011, saya sekeluarga pergi ke Taman Safari Indonesia II. Di sana terjadi kejadian dimana dua orang anak terjatuh dari permainan rally kuda - kudaan ...

          Life is never flat ! Kalimat itu bukan hanya omong kosong. Terkadang kita akan mengalami kejadian yang paling membahagiakan hingga kejadian yang membuat kita menjadi depresi atau stress !           Dari semua yang pernah dialami dalam kehidupan kita, dapat dirangkum menjadi 14 point, yang mewakili itu semua. Lalu, apa saja 14 point itu??? Let's check it out !! ^^ 1. Musuh terutama manusia adalah diri sendiri.     2. Kegagalan terutama manusia adalah kesombongan. 3. Kebodohan terutama manusia adalah sifat menipu diri sendiri dan orang lain. 4. Kesedihan terutama manusia adalah rasa iri hati. 5. Kesalahan terutama manusia adalah mencampakan diri. 6. Sifat manusia yang paling terpuji adalah semangat perjuangan untuk kemajuan. 7. Ketentraman dan kedamaian terutama manusia adalah suka berdana dan beramal. 8. Harta terutama manusia adalah kesehat...

Dalam hidup ini, tentu kita tak pernah terhindar dari satu hal yang bernama "dilukai". Bahkan, kita pun pernah ingin melukai seseorang. Bukan hanya "luka" fisik saja yang dianggap melukai, namun "luka" batiniah pun bisa. Pernahkan Anda menolong teman Anda, dan Anda sama sekali tidak pernah ada pikiran negatif sedikit pun padanya? Anda sudah menganggap dia sebagai sahabat Anda. Tapi, diluar dugaan Anda, suatu hari ia justru menusuk Anda dari belakang. Hal ini tentu sangat menyakitkan sekali, bukan? Lalu, apa yang akan Anda lakukan bila hal ini terjadi dalam hidup Anda? Membalas melukainya, bahkan kalau bisa lebih jahat melukainya... atau Anda hanya diam saja... atau Anda justru mendoakan dia agar ia sadar dan kembali ke jalan yang benar dan mengampuninya?? Tak bisa dipungkiri, setiap kita pasti mempunyai pendapat yang berbeda, termasuk sikap kita bila kita dilukai oleh seseorang yang sudah kita anggap sebagai sahabat. Tapi, bila Anda memilih membalas ...